I should have died many times

I should have died many times,
but I only died as an old man.
I no longer drank the cheapest wine in the cheapest tavern.
I lived comfortably,
surrounded by cats
and young women who admired me.
I had to live to be the king of the lazy,
a group that no one wants,
with outcasts and madmen
knocking at my door.
But someone had to do it,
someone had to bring hope to those
who no longer have that joy.
I had the biggest balls in Los Angeles.

Poet´s note. Author Charles Bukowski is still hero for outcasts.

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